Sunday, November 23

thinking bout myself...

haish...ni minggu yg pling x best bg aku...bukan sb per..tp aku dh buat 2 org marah dlm masa satu ari..aku x bermaksud mcm tu pun..aku x berniat pun..huhuuh...ok..so..pe kes ni..first kes adalah ari sbtu..aku ngn seseorang ni..hmm..let called her "x" dh pun berjanji ntuk blik sme2 lps abis keje but tmpt keje kitorang lain2 ah..so..we agreed n there's no problem..smpai ler ari sabtu ari tu..aku keje mcm bese..and aku pun abis keje awal..workmates aku sume ajak blik nek kete but i said to them...i need to wait for my friend or else she will be alone..sb de mse terlang,aku pun g lar smyg dlu and tggu ler kwn aku ni..i tried to call her but x dpt.so,in my mind,she's working...so x per lar...n aku tggu kt pmu smpai nak tertido n finally aku dpt satu call from "x"..she said..sori lar,aku lupe bwk nset td..aku dh blik dlu dah..aku abis keje kul 10 td..wktu tu,hati aku btul2 terbakar....aku x kisah tunggu org, tp klu org tu muncul,that's ok..tp bile org tu blik dlu..tu yg buat aku marah..i waited from one hour and half and no one's there...damn angry!!!and aku pun silap, si "x" ni dtg mintak maap tp aku g marah die lak..aku rse bersalah gile n x bley tido..so..aku pun mintak maap kt die..die kte kt aku yg die sedeyh gile...aku mintak maap btul2..so..kitorang dh setel dah but die msti ler terasa gak ngn aku kan..haish....ni yg mls ni..n 2nd case, aku dh plak buat org len terase...n aku rse aku x patut buat mcm tu..aku ngaku mmg slah aku..aku x nak cite ar pe kes nye..tp due case ni membuatkan aku berfikir panjang, jahatkah aku??and aku rse jwpn nye ye...
airmata aku mcm nk kuar lak..ya Allah,tolong hamba-Mu ini..huhuhuu........

Wednesday, November 19

setelah sekian lama.........

it's been a while since the last blog...hmm....skang ni mcm busy skit n sometimes i forget yg i have a blog..hehehe..but it's ok,i'm trying to update my blog frequently..so..the latest bout me..hmmm..tomorrow ade precal exam n aku hmpir nk gile memahami sume yg owen davis ajar..haish...letih btul nk ingt sume formule2 ni..tp x per..kite perlu berusaha!!!poyo skit ayat..n last week, i got a new experience which is line up for leasing agreement all day long..n bdn aku mcm dh nak tercabut..cube bygkan kitorang berbaris at friday's noon ntuk leasing yg akan diberi ari sabtu...n the weather is like superbly cold and the worse thing is it's raining..tp xper..sume nyer berbaloi..kitorang dpt umah akhirnye..nsib bek..klu x dpt..mmg ah...bley menangis air mata darah...hahahah..n one more thing, aku dpt men twister...yeayyyyy!!!!best gak ah..i'm thinking of buying it at walmart..n for the upcoming thanksgiving, maybe we're going to penns state..yeay...x sabar nk g..actually aku nk tgok mcm mne perkampungan melayu kt sne..hahahaha...oklah..dh penat dh ni..i need to study..huhuhuhuu..good luck for me...

Tuesday, November 4

me,myself and I


VideoPlaylist
I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

love story_taylor swift

we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes
and the flashback starts
im standing there
on a balcony of summer air

see the lights,
see the party the ball gowns
i see you make your way through the crowd
you say hello
little did i know

that you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
and i was crying on the staircase
begging you please don’t go, and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet because we’re dead if they know
so close your eyes
lets keep this down for a little while
cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
but you were everything to me
and i was begging you please don’t go and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

romeo save me, don’t try to tell me how it feels
this love is difficult, but its so real
don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess
its a love story baby just say yes,

Oh, oh

I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

marry me juliet you’ll never have to be alone
i love you and thats all I really know
i talked to your dad you’ll pick out the white dress
its a love story baby just say yes
oh, oh, yes
we were still young when i first saw you

p/s: ni lirik lagu yg aku suke gile..really love the video clip...taylor looks super hot and gorgeous...and the guy..omg..really hot..lol...


macam nak tergelak...lol

hahahaha!!!!!rse nk tergelak gile when i discover yg me and my rumates (fafa and maisa) actually love the same song..actually, at first, i the first one who like the song but later on, diorang pun ter"addicted" sme..hahaha..ni lar nme nyer gejala satu rumah..n the funny thing is everyday, we all akan psg video clip tu and nyanyi sme2....best giler...and we called it as the song of the house and maybe it will changed over time...hahahaha!!!nti kite cri lagu lain pulak ek cik mesak and cik fafa!!!!