twilight...

about three things i was absolutely positive...
first,Edward is vampire.
Second,there was a part of him- and i didn't know how dominant that part might be-that thirsted for my blood.
and third, i was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.


p/s:i'm thinking of buying the sequel of twilight, NEW MOON....can't wait to read it...hehehe...=p

first week of holidays....

errr....esok dh abis seminggu cuti ntuk winter holiday...de lg 2 weeks to go..hahahaha!!!and next week, kitorang maybe akan g cleveland...jalan2...kt ohio and terus tringt kt restaurant indonesia tu..fuih...melelh air liur neyh..hehehe..and btw, sepanjang cuti neyh, kitorang asyik men game jer..ngn guitar hero nyer..fuih...mmg besh..dh rse mcm rockstar plak...muaahahahaha!!!plan seterusnye, nak kumpul duit byk2 then bli rockband..de guitar, drum and mic...mesti bestnyer ah..sepanjang ari neyh, aku bce novel twilight and best siot..mmg klu sape bce, trus nak de pkwe vampire..(bnde tu x kan terjadi pon...hahahaha!!!)...oklah...nk smbung blik bce twilight...hehehe....

errrmmm...

dunno what to say..just gedik2 bukak blog then tulis blog..i think after this, aku akn slalu tulis blog..x de pe nk buat kate kan..actually, kitorang tgh cri tv..for our house then bley men game..bile nk dpt tv neyh..haish..btw, td i went to work as usual and tomorrow will be the last coz after that CUTIIIIIII!!!!!yeayyy.....bcoz smlm dh bli adiah cristmas ntuk sume, so aku pn bwk ler...dh bwaktu..nak kasi lar..aku pn bgi ler kt janet ngn edie..ntuk janet aku blikan kasut pkai kt umah yg berbulu(cmne nk xplain ek..pape jer lar) and for edie aku bli accessories...actually, aku suke gile kt accessories yg aku nk kasi kt edie..lagi skit jer aku mcm x nak kasi kt edie,tp x bek lar plak kan..aku pn kasi gak...sb aku bkn smbut christmas pon..then, janet kasi aku adiah gak..mcm patung letak kt ats meja tuh..comei2...i lyke..hehehehe...then, ari ni blik awal sb x de keje pon nk buat..esok aku keje kul 9 am and aku tgh terpikir neyh..mcm mne nk g keje awal2 sb bgun pon lmbt..huhuhuu..x per..msti bleyh nyer koooootttttttt....harap2 ler bgun...hohohoho...ni aku de mslh skit...aku x tau nk tulis ape dah..nway, happy holidays!!!!!!!

christmas gift..

today, aku ngn roomates g tipp mall coz kne bli present ntuk our frens kt tmpt keje..mmg lingkup ah duit..tp x per, bkn slalu pun...i bought presents for janet, sibo, edie, diane and dunno whether i shud gve present to sabrina or amanda...am in dilemma..today, i spend too much money for the presents but that's ok...one in a year..hahahhaa....hope so they like it..and then, i bought spek mata itam and also for my romates..kls gitu..hahahaha!!!(padahal ni tgh winter kot..mne de org pkai spek mata itam...)x per lar..sajer2 jer gedik2 nk bli..cmni ah..hahhahah...don't buy anything for myself though...actually, kitorang tgh cri used tv..need one for play ps2 maaa...siap de guitar hero...bnde pling lwk, ble bli ps2 and guitar hero tanpa tv...haish..cbe bygkan..mcm mne nk men...we're hoping that we can get the tv as soon as possible..really need it..btw, td tgok cite quarantine...advice for all, jgn tgok cite neyh..ntah paper..x best...tp seram gak ah..huhuhu..(mslhnye aku mmg penakut pun..hohohoho)....cre die shoot mmg x best...pening gak nk phm cite neyh..klu nk tgok ntuk relakskan otak, bek jgn tgok..lg pening kple ptak ade lar...haish...

p/s:x sabar2 nk start bce buku twilight....dh 3 ari bli, tp x start lg..huhuhuh....nway.....merry christmas everyone....hohohohohohoh0!!!!!!!!

eid adha...

walaupun dh berzaman eid adha ney..aku nk post gak gmbr.lupe lak...wktu eid adha neyh kitorang buat makan2..mcm bese jer...x de lar ape sgt pon...

wohooooooo!!!!!

fuih..at last,my finals abes pun...penat giler ntuk one week finals neyh..dgn x cukup tido nyer, pening kepla nyer..mcm2 lar..but, alhamdullilah, i can go through all the things coming..syukur..and actually, exactly after i finish my last paper which is fnr, trus jer call alot...and apa lagi, JOGET LAMBAK....hahahaahha!!!!gembira sgt dh abes paper....then, me and fafa pn joget lambak jugak...that evening, kitorang g mkn dlu b4 g walmart..sb nk bli bju putih..de blacklight party...superb best..thanks apa!!!after that, kiotrang rancang ah nk g men ice skating wif apa, hanan and sume ler yg abes exam..(pity to my roomates, maisa, de satu lg paper on saturday..huhuhuhu..) but then, ice skating center x bukak..haish..sajer jer nk rosakkan our plan...dh x bukak tu, kitorang pun mula lar merambu..g borders, then i bought TWILIGHT book...can't wait to read it....hehehe...dh abis merambu tuh, aku ngn fafa balik...smbil nk tggu celebrate bday mira, kitorang tgok ler 3 cite kt tv3 yg wajib ditgok setiap ujung minggu...puaka niyang rapik, melodi, nona...then, at 12 kitorang pn smbut ler bday mira..(dh ler die de paper esok hari nye)...die terharu..isk2..yg pling best nyer, msti ler makan time...kek ice cream plak tu kan..mmg sedap ah...finger lickin' good( kfc nyer tag..hehe)....after that, balik umah, aku smbung tgok cite spaQ2 lak..mcm2 lar...akhirnye tido kul 4 pagi...then bgun kul 12 lebeyh...dh ler keje..nsib bek smpat...errrmmm...x tau nk cite ape lagi...tp nti story bout my life during winter break....

exam~

i need to pose from bkak blog for one week..exam maaaa!!!!!tp kan,sumtimes kne gak bukak..hehehe...tgh2 busan sgt bce buku ker...pray for me..wish me luck...ganbantte!!!!!!!!!

what-to-do-list after finals....

apa ek aku nk buat lps exam..hurm...

-ice skating
-jalan2...klu dpt cuti..hehehe...
-buat video gile2 sme mesak ngn fafa..
-makan byk2..
-tido byk2...(ni klu x exam pun aku dh buat byk kali)
-karaoke..
-g party..hehehe....(btw, apa nk buat party after exam...blacklight party..x sabar nk g..huh...)

p/s:list ni akan diupdate...shopping x termasuk coz nk simpan duit nk g jalan2 wktu spring nti..hehehe....=p

bile exam makin menghampiri....

huh..exam dh makin dekat...and of course, aku makin takutttttt...waaaaaaa.....x suke nyer ade exam...huhuhuhu..tp ape nk buatkan,msti ler kne exam..kang klu x de exam plak,asyik main2 jer..ari ni friday, then aku akan exam ari rabu..fuih..lagi beberapa ari jer..focus!focus!!..yg aku peliknye, makin nk dkt exam ni lar, makin suke aku nk tido..asyik rse mengantuk jer...dugaan btul..so,cre terbaik ntuk x tido adalah dgn gi library..dh jadi second house aku...kat library x de ler tido..tp tido gak..at least, kt library x nmpk katil..klu ade katil,fuih...lagi lme aku tido...btw, td aku de kls party ntuk korean..bukan party sgt ler...kiotrang pggil tu choco pie party coz lecturer kiotrang tu bg sume org choco pie..hahaha..x abis2 ngn adiah choco pie..during the class, kitorang select sape yg jadi best singer and best group..congrats to mee-na coz die buat video yg superb..fuih,sume org rse takjub...anyway,aku x tau nk tulis ape ni..kegilaan nk exam makin meningkat...huhuhu...pray for me..

p/s:best gak dok library ni..patut ler alot slalu sgt dok library..hahahaha!!!!tetibe rse lapar..haish....ni yg mls ni..perut aku ni mengong btul lar...=p

i love my family soooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhh..........muahxxxxx....

lupe nkk kasi tau..actually, i think i rse x tenang coz i miss my family kot..dh lme x jumpe..next year maybe aku x balik..but the other year, maybe aku balik..maybe i should call my family..need them to pray for me..final exam dh dekat and i'm really takut..huuuhuh....smlm terpikir nk call umah..tp dh kul 2 lebeyh..mcm ngantuk lak..mcm2 lar hal aku ni...

p/s:kene ingtkan diri ntuk post brg2 kt family...

mencari ketenangan....=)

lately, i dunno why..aku rse x tenang lak..but, maybe coz exam makin hampir and aku gabra sgt...huhuhu...and thanks to shereen coz give me this link to look at..www.intifada.hadithuna.com....best gak blog neyh..i like one of the posts which is Allah sedang berbicara denganmu..it's make me think over and over again...yup...sumtimes, we forget the Almighty and then we questioned why He do this and that to us...hmm..we shouldn't...and aku suke gak this one post..bagimu yang akan ke bumi anbiya..i'm thinking of going there someday..dunno when but i'm going..x de duit maa skang..if i had, i'll bring my family..let's kumpul2 duit skang..i wonder how much it cost me..is it cheaper to go there from u.s or malaysia..don't overthink..kumpul jer duit, if cukup..then, g jer lar...hmmm...ok lah..need to do my hw..ntah bile nak abis..huhuhuhu....bubye!!!

p/s: menghadapi segala kesusahan dan permasalahan akan menjadi lebih mudah jika kita awal-awal lagi menerimanya sebagai ujian....=p

thanksgiving holiday..

my zoo day and eid adha...

it's been a while since my last post..hmm..actually,ni dh msuk to minggu ntuk study..final is coming..huhuhuhu...update bout me??hmmm....last saturday, i went to zoo kt indianapolis..ikut trip iss..best gak ah..tp bese lar, aku ni jenis yg takutkan haiwan kan...hahaha...got to see dolphin and walrus..damn biggg...we had fun there...lots of funs actually..hahaha..siap men snowball fight lagi...after g zoo, aku ngn kwan2 g makan2 then lepak umah sorang junior ni n then..guess what...it's sunday night...kitorang pun,karaoke ah..hahahaaha...sume excited nk nyanyi..nsib bek x pecah umah..hahaha...n actually, i got one day off from my work.act, aku kne keje sabtu..but then, i said to Sean that i need to complete my "korean assignment"...that's so not true..hahaha...ye ah, dah ah bru amik cuti seminggu, sah2 ler die x kan kasi nyer...so, terpakse ler tipu sunat...hahahah...n then, yesterday is eid adha...aku g ah smyg rye wif my frens..best gak tp x dpt tgok ler org nk sembelih2 sume haiwan ni..kne g kat farm lak..mls ah..keas still on,so x dpt ah g..pye excited nk rye, kitorang ajak sume girls dtg umah..kitorang msk mee bandung...ni konon nye mcm girls nite ah..at last, x jadi pn,de gak laki yg dtg..penat nk bajet..kitorang msk mee bandung, pasta n choclate kek..yummy2!!!hehehe....ok ah..i got to go...wish me luck for finals...

my thanksgiving rocks!!!!!

dh lme x ber"blog"ing ni..hehehe...n last week is thankgiving holidays and i think for now,this is the best holiday in the U.S...why???coz aku dpt g jalan2 n jmpe kawan2 aku di pitts and pennstate..best!!!!!sbnrnye aku ikut geng tamrin g..tumpang depe...nsib ebk dpe kasi..so, our journey begin on wednesday..smpai kt pitts...fuih...mmg cantik siot..uni die mcm kt dlm bandar..akhirnye apa yg kiotrang nk tgok pun dpt gak ah..inilah bgunan yg kitorang nk tgok..mmg cantik...kt purdue x de..huhuhu...x per..ujan emas di uni org,ujan batu di uni sendiri..hehehe..mmg cantik and kt sne, we stayed at umah kwn kitorang...shasha, fadz, shekha and fatin( she is the ibu pari-pari)..diorang mmg best..dh ler masak ntuk kitorang plus esoknye bwk lak kitorang g jalan2...cantik lar pitts ni..jeles lak...mlm tu smpt men ice skating..wlaupun terpkse menempuh pelbagai halangan...(contohnye bapak tiri...hehehe..=p)..nsib bek si ibu pari-pari ni dpt kidnap kitorang ntuk g men ice skating...tmpt tu nmenye Ice Rink..cantik gile coz kt tgh2 tu de pokok krismas yg besar gile..cantik...that's the best experience ever...mlm tu kitorang mkn turkey, then truskan journey ke pennstate..smpai kul bpe pagi ntah..alot pun dh tido wktu tu..smpai2..aku ngn alot pun cite2 ler..mcm2 ler...then,kul bpe pagi ntah bru bgun...alot n pikah bwk aku g jln2 kt downtown and first2 nk g tmrin..x jadi sb diorang tgh buat mcm discussion misg..of course ler kitorang takut nk msuk..so,kitorang ingt dtg esok jer lar..jln2 kt tj maxx..tgok2 brg..then, g walmart,,then...g mall..haish..mmg ari yg memenatkan..balik2 jer sume muke mengantuk...lps makan trus tido..esoknye..bgun pye ler lambat..nsib bek cousin alot nk dtg..klu x,alamatnye x bgun ler kitorang sume neyh..lps cousin alot blik, kitorang pun g lar tamrin..segan lak..huhuhuhu...then..seharian di tamrin...mlm tu kitorang pn blik..mlm tu aku g umah fana...sembang2...then balik umah..sembang lak ngn mesak yg bru blik dr new york...then...aku dpt tau,esok blik kul 7 pagi..awal nk mampus...x per..aku yakin depe kan siap seawal tu..so,aku bgun lar lmbt..kul 9, bru aku siap coz org dh tepon aku suh trun..bru ler aku trun..itupn setgh jam lps tu bru bertolak..jam teruk gile..dok dlm kete lme nk mampus...smpai kt ohio,berhenti smyg..lps tu cri kedai mkan...sdp gile kedai ni.halal lak tu..nme die Taste of Bali..de rendang sume lar..siap de sate lg..fulamak..mmg nikmat dunie..huhuu...lps tu..kitorang pun blik ler umah trus..smpai2..dh turun salji..yeay!!!my first snow..best2...arini g kls susah gile sb snow msuk mata...huhuuh...tp best..men salji...that's the end of my happy holiday...see ya...=p

thinking bout myself...

haish...ni minggu yg pling x best bg aku...bukan sb per..tp aku dh buat 2 org marah dlm masa satu ari..aku x bermaksud mcm tu pun..aku x berniat pun..huhuuh...ok..so..pe kes ni..first kes adalah ari sbtu..aku ngn seseorang ni..hmm..let called her "x" dh pun berjanji ntuk blik sme2 lps abis keje but tmpt keje kitorang lain2 ah..so..we agreed n there's no problem..smpai ler ari sabtu ari tu..aku keje mcm bese..and aku pun abis keje awal..workmates aku sume ajak blik nek kete but i said to them...i need to wait for my friend or else she will be alone..sb de mse terlang,aku pun g lar smyg dlu and tggu ler kwn aku ni..i tried to call her but x dpt.so,in my mind,she's working...so x per lar...n aku tggu kt pmu smpai nak tertido n finally aku dpt satu call from "x"..she said..sori lar,aku lupe bwk nset td..aku dh blik dlu dah..aku abis keje kul 10 td..wktu tu,hati aku btul2 terbakar....aku x kisah tunggu org, tp klu org tu muncul,that's ok..tp bile org tu blik dlu..tu yg buat aku marah..i waited from one hour and half and no one's there...damn angry!!!and aku pun silap, si "x" ni dtg mintak maap tp aku g marah die lak..aku rse bersalah gile n x bley tido..so..aku pun mintak maap kt die..die kte kt aku yg die sedeyh gile...aku mintak maap btul2..so..kitorang dh setel dah but die msti ler terasa gak ngn aku kan..haish....ni yg mls ni..n 2nd case, aku dh plak buat org len terase...n aku rse aku x patut buat mcm tu..aku ngaku mmg slah aku..aku x nak cite ar pe kes nye..tp due case ni membuatkan aku berfikir panjang, jahatkah aku??and aku rse jwpn nye ye...
airmata aku mcm nk kuar lak..ya Allah,tolong hamba-Mu ini..huhuhuu........

setelah sekian lama.........

it's been a while since the last blog...hmm....skang ni mcm busy skit n sometimes i forget yg i have a blog..hehehe..but it's ok,i'm trying to update my blog frequently..so..the latest bout me..hmmm..tomorrow ade precal exam n aku hmpir nk gile memahami sume yg owen davis ajar..haish...letih btul nk ingt sume formule2 ni..tp x per..kite perlu berusaha!!!poyo skit ayat..n last week, i got a new experience which is line up for leasing agreement all day long..n bdn aku mcm dh nak tercabut..cube bygkan kitorang berbaris at friday's noon ntuk leasing yg akan diberi ari sabtu...n the weather is like superbly cold and the worse thing is it's raining..tp xper..sume nyer berbaloi..kitorang dpt umah akhirnye..nsib bek..klu x dpt..mmg ah...bley menangis air mata darah...hahahah..n one more thing, aku dpt men twister...yeayyyyy!!!!best gak ah..i'm thinking of buying it at walmart..n for the upcoming thanksgiving, maybe we're going to penns state..yeay...x sabar nk g..actually aku nk tgok mcm mne perkampungan melayu kt sne..hahahaha...oklah..dh penat dh ni..i need to study..huhuhuhuu..good luck for me...

me,myself and I

I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com

love story_taylor swift

we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes
and the flashback starts
im standing there
on a balcony of summer air

see the lights,
see the party the ball gowns
i see you make your way through the crowd
you say hello
little did i know

that you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
and i was crying on the staircase
begging you please don’t go, and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet because we’re dead if they know
so close your eyes
lets keep this down for a little while
cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
but you were everything to me
and i was begging you please don’t go and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

romeo save me, don’t try to tell me how it feels
this love is difficult, but its so real
don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess
its a love story baby just say yes,

Oh, oh

I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

marry me juliet you’ll never have to be alone
i love you and thats all I really know
i talked to your dad you’ll pick out the white dress
its a love story baby just say yes
oh, oh, yes
we were still young when i first saw you

p/s: ni lirik lagu yg aku suke gile..really love the video clip...taylor looks super hot and gorgeous...and the guy..omg..really hot..lol...

macam nak tergelak...lol

hahahaha!!!!!rse nk tergelak gile when i discover yg me and my rumates (fafa and maisa) actually love the same song..actually, at first, i the first one who like the song but later on, diorang pun ter"addicted" sme..hahaha..ni lar nme nyer gejala satu rumah..n the funny thing is everyday, we all akan psg video clip tu and nyanyi sme2....best giler...and we called it as the song of the house and maybe it will changed over time...hahahaha!!!nti kite cri lagu lain pulak ek cik mesak and cik fafa!!!!

my part time job...

kind of funny coz actually i'll start work on this Friday....the bad news is i want to go to Halloween...huhuhu..bru teringt nk ajak my friend,Amanda pegi haunted house sme2 but nak wat cmne..time ni jugak ler die nk panggil g keje...cess...abis mood..takut ni nk start keje..i just work as dishwasher while my roommate, fafa works as someone who prepare the foods...dunno what to call it..chef i think??hahahaha....teringin nk g haunted house....waaaaa!!!!!x per..mybe can find some free time to go..only if i had enough time..huhuhu....bru perasan..dh lme x tulis blog..hmm..nk story aper ek..haaa.....got one..last sunday, kitorang sume ade malaysian food festival and it was a great time..think so..lol..ade jugak bnde yg menyampahkan kt situ..ade part yg x leh cite..hehehe...biar ler aku,maisa ngn fafa jer yg tau..hehehe.....n the best thing is, finally aku dpt jugak men america football setelah sekian lme mengidam..huhuhu...men ngn anak ustaz lagi...cool gile anak die..fuiih..mmg sakit ler bile bola tu kne kt bdn..senak perut aku..nsib bek x penuh sgt perut wk2 tu..klu x,dh abis keluar sume mknan..huhuhu....tp yg penting,on that day,everyone is happy..amanda too..she go back to her dorm with smile...amanda,thanks for coming and ur support...this cute girl is very wonderful and lovely..she just so lovely...

keje aku wktu bosan...

sepanjang minggu ini.....

during the day we go to downtown to make our ssn..

ustaz bg ceramah,kite tgkp gmbr...hehehe=p

amal,u need to pay attention!!!!

fafa n maisa smpt lg berposing...hahaha=p

farah yg bajet cool~~

cik hanan~

puan rohana yg cute~~

my crocy

my crocy..ngeee~~~

last two days,i went to walmart with my roommates to buy some stuff for our house...then,after habis shopping, aku pun tggu ler si bdk junior ni yg x abis2 lg shopping..dh boring2..aku nmpk satu game machine..yg men tgkp2 toys..aku pn ape lg..teruja ler..ehehehe..operasi bermula dgn men"pau"duit syiling sume org..saini,babat,nizam,fafa ngn maisa..sume aku pau..hahaha..tp ntuk due game yg first x dpt..kecewa giler..then..bdk2 ni bg ler aku last chance ntuk men sblm blik..n guess what??i not only got one toys but two..hahaha..so lucky that day..i give one to fafa and one for me..we called them kur-kur and crocy..comei gile....hehehe...

open house@brownstone

me and maisa..posing maut neyh..=p

brownstone backyard...

gmbr mesak yg tgh mengambil gamar..hahaha!!!

pidah posing maut seyh...=p

yg kt belakang tu x bley blah...hahaha...

kami sdg makan-makan...nyum2...

upacara pembakaran ayam...muahaha!!!

wlaupun di bwh bahang chye mtahari..kami tetap tersenyum...=)

open house@ apt#800

melayan tetamu...

raja yg suke dtg bile time makan...hahaa!!!

sedap ker dina???

bergambar with kak ros...

sempat bergambar di dapur....

antara foods yg available...

kek anwar cute sgt..thanks anwar...

busy di dapur...

bersembang...

sian mereka ni..seperti golongan terbiar makan di dapur...hahaha!!11